Color my WORLD..: 2012

My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

boooooored

*sigh*

I'm just reading books... but why do I feel so tiiiiiiiiiiiired?

(why am I even reading books? I already passed the board exam.. XD)

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>< I need to work ASAP.. I'm starting to think --why do have to be a nurse?

that's not good.. T^T

... give me a call!!!

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I'm reading Jodi Picoult's House rules. It's a very good book. I learned about forensics, crime scene investigation, LAW (OF AMERICA.. XD), Asperger's Syndrome, Autism, etc.

and also because of that book... I think I have Aspergers.. XD jk~

GRADUATE. BSN. 2012.

First of all... God, Thank you. I really wouldn't make it without you. To my parents, Thank you for all the support. I love you (really.. although I'm not really making you feel it... still.. I do.)

alright... now.. I need to review for my board exam on july. Hope I'll make it. T^T

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I just did what I was told to even though I know what I really wanted.

Nursing is not even in my option.

LIST: fashion design, interior design, culinary arts...

in the line of medicine.. I want to be a surgeon.. well, that wont happen.. XD

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I'll make sure that someday...

I'm going to have a restaurant, bakeshop & coffee shop, and BOUTIQUE.

That's my goal.

French exam

Today.. I shouldn't be here at school!!!!

I should be sleeping right now!! why the hell do we need to have an exam for our language subject?! It's just optional.. T^T

-I took french as my foreign language class.. T^T It's so hard... From the pronunciation to the spelling.. T^T ahh~~~ I want it to end already... It's easier to learn KOREAN.. =D

gtg.. i need to study now.. haha

Immersion on monday

Excited for immersion!! XD hahaha!!!

packing my things for monday~

aaaaaaaaaaaahh~~~ other said that there are ghost where we are heading.. hahaha

it's ok.. that's the challenge~~ XD