My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

sad friend

-_-
did i forgot to tell you that i'm so disappointed 3 days ago? -_-
some of my "close" friends didn't remember my birthday.. boohooo!!!
not so good... -_-


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did you let your emotions cross to another person?
when you feel sad, did you tell your best friend everything that bothers you?
I think it's important to let that feelings out~
or let somebody know about it..
cause if you dont let it out..
it will remain inside you..
it will only cause you pain..
you wont get over it..

so, all i can do is listen to you.. your problems..
I'm your friend. you can tell me anything.. entrust me everything~
dont let that sadness crush you~ I'm here, you know?

It's my Birthday

YAY! haha~ Today... is my birthday~ XD
I'm 19 now...

I spend my day with my family..
we went to southmall then festival mall then town center.. haha
mall hopping.. XD
so tiring.. but it's fun!

B2uties also greeted me~ hehe.. love it!
well, I would've been more happier if seobie greeted me~ bwhahaha!!
or the whole BEAST... XD
(but that's really impossible! haha)

Others forgot my birthday.. but that okay.. maybe they're busy with school works..
really.... -_- I understand... but I'm a bit sad because of that.. 
well, I waited 12mn... and no one texted me... XD buuuh~~

*sighhhhh~*

Passed away

How does it feel when someone leave you all of a sudden?
does it hurt?
yes right?
It's painful... really painful..
you get that heavy feeling inside your chest...
you wanna cry with all your heart..
but that's not the end...

Today, my friend's mom just passed away..
i didnt know what really happened. 
but that was very sudden..
I just saw her one-two months ago.. lively.. and now.. gone..
I hope she's somewhere peaceful..

Resume of class tomorrow

TT_TT I dont want to go to school yet.
I'm enjoying my vacation.
can i skip tomorrow? NO! that would be bad.. haha

Starting tomorrow...
  • less blog
  • less tweets
  • less updates
  • T_T I will miss b2uties~
  • I will miss beast!
  • i will miss yoseob!
  • always reading school books
  • always doing homeworks
  • always researching for projects
what the?!?!?!?!
okay. time to sleep. i dont want to be late tomorrow... T_T
BACK TO REALITY TOMORROW~ t_t

#itsYObirthdaySEOB

Today is a very special day~~ :D
because today..
It's my Ultimate bias' birthday~
It's YANG YO SEOB's birthday~~!!!

Huh? whose birthday? raise your hand!! =D






 YES YES~~

It's your birthday~~

we know!!
 hahaha~~






12:20am kst - WOAH!! is trending 9th worldwide after 20 mins.. XD
12:27am kst - 8th worldwide!!! :D
12:33am kst - o_O what happen? 9th worldwide!! it should be going up not down!!
12:50am kst - :D 8th again!! :D go go!!
1:15am kst - 9th? again? T_T 8-9-8-9? maybe tomorrow it would be #1!!! :D
5:00pm kst - 9th worldwide~ you dont want to be 1st? -_-
5:06pmkst - 10th... worldwide... wae?????? XD
10:00pmkst - nah~ didn't spot on TT anymore.. i hate it~

b2uties are so busy today that we dont have much time to trend.. T_T