My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

Start of 3rd yr.. 2nd sem

 11:55 pm

grrrrr!!

3 weeks vacation is not enough~ T_T
i still wanna have some time writing fics..
reading fanfics~ 
sleeping for 12-16 hrs..
surfing the net whole day~
and day dreaming~ XD

i still wanna do alot of stuff...
-_- too bad... class starts tomorrow...

i'm gonna miss my laptop~ XD
hello big books again.. DX
nooooooo..... not again.. T_T

i hate staying up late reading school books...
specially brunner!!!!! (Med surg book)

12:03

i dont want to go to school later..
T_T

what i'm looking forward to (this sem):
hmmm...
-first is our NUTRI class.. XD we have lab~ haha!! i'm looking forward to eating what we will be doing.. hahahaha!!!!!!!!
-well, on the 3rd week of nov... BEAST will release their 2nd part of the album mastermind.. I'm really looking forward to that...
-then, the BEAST AIRLINE!! woohoo!! how i wish i could watch their first ever concert.. T_T can't you guys make it a world tour? XD i'm really going crazy waiting to see you guys here!!
-THAT'S ALL!!! haha XD

-i hope i can pass my subjects this sem... lets pray~ XD

oh... i forgot.. i'm turning 19 this sem.. XD on january.. haha

12:16 am

im going to sleep~
i feel sleepy...
XD

good night guys~

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