My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

First day- Orientation..

*Sigh*

Today is the first day of class... (ORIENTATION-_-)

I thought I was going to be late for my 1pm class.... -_-
coz i've been tweeting and reading fanfics until the last minute before going to school..
soooo addicted~~~~ XD haha!!


1:00 PM
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1:20
where the hell are the profs? they're late! ugh~ so noisy~

we started the orientation few mins before 1:30...

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[I wrote this while having the orientation]

2:30 PM
I've been staring at my notebook for almost an hour already.This orientation is oh-so-boring. i really dont understand what you people are saying.. All i hear is blah.. blah.. blah.. students are so noisy... (some.. -_-)
Ugh~ I hate it! Full load for this sem.. T_T No time to enjoy life. wait, when did I enjoy my life? hmmm.... nah~ I can't even recall one moment. hah!

3:00 PM
I changed my mind. I did enjoy my life... only when I'm home. Surfing net, taking pictures of the sky, listening to music and reading fanfics.. ;]
that's my life.. XD

3:15 PM
This orientation is really going into my nerves. They should stop it. No one's listening. Everyone has their own business. Non-stop chatting, all i hear is noise. *sigh* I'm having a headache because of you people... so can you please ....STOP IT ALREADY!!!!

3:25 PM 
*facepalm* Maybe I should just think about beast. to lighten up my mood... just a bit. hah~ so.... what  now? How about I create my own world now? :)) A world only i can relate. ~_~ I can't!! grrrr!!! tooooo noisy!! Shut up people! Will you? please?!!!!!

3:30 PM
Like HELL!! why is the time so slow????!!!! 30 minutes left... then this orientation is OVER! haha!!!

3:42 PM
YA! ALIEN!! what the hell are you saying? I dont understand you at all! ;[ You people are soooooo freakin noisy!!!! shuddup!

3:45 PM
BEAST!! i wanna see you guys! How I wish I could go there... ~ Random thoughts~ haha!! I cant help my self..! :)

3:50 PM
Mr. L: CLASS YOU CAN NOW GO~
ALL STUDENTS: "YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!" Clapping and walking out of the room... :))


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Well, That's my first day~ 
I only have I class for tomorrow.. :]
but I'm not going to tell someone.. XD so i can hang out with my friends.. XD

night~!

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