Color my WORLD..: Vacation, beauty of nature

My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.