My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

Fanfic Reading

heeee~

I'm reading fanfic for almost 2 days...
different stories..
different emotion..

I can't explain what i feel.. XD 
I think I'm going crazy! haha
especially on the last fanfic that i've read.. *mixed emotions*

of all the fanfics that i've read..
my fav is..... "wonderland's prince charming"
heeheehee.. 
i like the story...

...you have a wonderland of your own..
where all your IMPOSSIBLE dreams go
and come true~ wew~
hahaha

i want to have a wonderland~
right now, *I'm creating a world of my own* ... -_-

if i got the permission.... I'll post it here... so you can also read.. :D
fanfics are posted on B2ST Rising International forums.. hehe
.. i'm a member sooooo.... i can read the fanfics.. :D


Link:
http://www.b2strising.com/index.php?act=idx

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