My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

Duty sa Naval

          Dati, excited ako mag duty sa MNH. Pero iba pala feeling pag nandoon ka na mismo at kaharap mo na ang pasyente. Nakakakaba.
          Government hospital ang MNH pero kapag tiningnan yung loob... parang magtataka ka pa kung nasa isang gov't hospital ka ba talaga. Malinis ang buong paligid. May aircon sa bawat kwarto. Malinis ang hangin. PARANG WALA KA TALAGA SA GOV'T HOSP. kabaliktaran lahat ng makikita mo doon.
           Nagkita na kami ng CI namin at nasabi na sa amin ang mga kailangan ipasa, gawin, at aralin. ANG DAMIIII... >< ang sarap sumuko. haha
           Kinabukasan, nagkita na kami ng mga pasyente namin. wala akong hahawakan na pasyente kasi headnurse ako para sa araw yun. saming 3 na headnurses, ako ang medication nurse.. di naman masyadong toxic.. ^^ konti lang din ang ibibigay na gamot kaya keri lang.. pagkatapos nun UWIAN NA! ahahaha!!
          Mabilis lang lumipas ang dalwang linggo.. :) (parang nagduty ba ko doon?... XD) hahaha!! di ko man lang namalayan.. nung nakaduty kami 12 patient.. nung umalis kami 3 nalang.. ano ba yan... :)) sana mag duty ulit kami doon.. ^^

-sa susunod ulit ang kwento.. medyo busy pa eh..-

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