My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

100 TRUTHS

NAME: Peng
AGE : 19
BIRTHDATE: Jan 10 1992
PRESENT ADDRESS: Cavite

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: h2O

2. Last phone call: dadi.. XD

3. Last text message:Marion L.

4. Last song you listened to: Because of You by BEAST/B2ST

5. Last time you cried: cant remember

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: No

7. Been cheated on: juu said she's going to treat me takoyaki

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.

9. Lost someone special: ...

10. Been depressed:YES.

11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Violet
13. Red
14. Orange

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend: Yes

16. Fallen out of love: No

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes :)

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah.. many actually...

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: ...

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80% i guess.. XD

23. How many kids do you want? 2? son and daughter

24. Do you have any pets:  1.. mini pinscher

25. Do you want to change your name: No

26. What did you do for your last birthday:Mall hopping with  my dad

27. What time did you wake up? 10am.. earliest every weekends and summer

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? listening to B2ST songs and watching B2ST Videos on youtube.. all about B2ST.. XD

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for? B2STs  albums and poster.. and shirts.. and stuff

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 6 hours ago

32. What are you listening to right now: Bad Girl by B2ST

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No

34. Who is getting on your nerves now?...

35. Most visited webpage:B2strising.com , facebook, youtube, tumblr, TWITTER, blogspot

36.Whats your real name: Jenina Arvin

37. Nicknames: Jen, jam, peng, nina, ninay, arvin, buninay

38. Relationship Status: Single

39. Zodiac sign: Capricorn

40. Male or female? Female

41. Primary School?: BSC

42. High School?: SBCA

43. College?: MDC

44. Hair color: Black

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 5'1 -__-

47. Do you have a crush on someone? :) Yes - YYS

48: What do you like about yourself? I always think positive things

49. Piercings: Ear piercings

50: Tattoos: None, hoping to get 1 though.. but my mom wont let me

51. Righty or lefty:  Righty


FIRST:

52. First surgery: none

53. First piercing: 1 y/o

54. First best friend: Erica R.

55. First sport you joined: hockey~ XD

56. First vacation: my first real vacation? when I was 10 or 11 y/o - trip to HK

57. First pair of trainers: huh?

RIGHT NOW:

58. Eating:Marshmallow

59. Drinking: Water

60. I'm about to: watch APINK - I dont know MV

61. Listening to: OASIS!!! by B2ST

62. Waiting for:12nn - LUNCH!

63. I'm feeling: I really dont know what I feel.. XD

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? Yes :)

65. Get married?:  YES <3

66. Career: Nurse, then I want to be a patissier

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes... *-*

68. Hugs or kisses: BOTH from YYS

69. Shorter or taller: Taller

70. Older or Younger: older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: YYS's stomach and arms are fine... XD

73. Sensitive or loud: both haha!

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Kissed a stranger: No

76. Drank hard liquor: No

77. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear glasses and contacts

78. Sex on first date: No. THE HELL..

79. Broken someone's heart:har~ YES

80. Been arrested: Not yet.. not on my plan.. XD

81. Turned someone down: Yes

82. Cried when someone died: Yes

83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: yes.. sometimes no..

85. Love at first sight: YES

86. Heaven: Yes

87. Santa Claus: No

88. Kiss on the first date:No

89. Angels: Yes

90. God: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No

92. Did you sing today? Yes.. B2ST's songs

93. Ever cheated on somebody?:what kind? XD

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:100 YEARS..

95. The moment you would choose to relive?: family trip in HK..

96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yeah

97. When was the last time you lied?: 2 hrs ago.. XD haha!!

98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: early

99. Are you a good person?:I really dont know.. haha~ you judge..

100. What's the most horrible thing you've ever done? nothing I guess.. XD

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