My wOrdS
"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met...""Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs..""I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."***********************************************I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.
hello people of the world...
>< my head is aching right now because of lack of sleep.. i guess..
and it's only my 3rd day on night duty T_T
..watched man-of-steel earlier.. *~* when's the part 2? xD
it's 4am heeeeeereeee... what to do? xD my shift ends at 6!!!
i have some novel and medical books with me.. but my brain wont wooork!!
cant... absorb... info.... -_-
what else can I do? besides downloading music? xD
.. i wanna sing. ><
i miss singing.. havent sung for a while because i've been on a minor surgery..
not just once! but twice!!!!! xD wisdom tooth extraction hurts!!
really!! If I had a choice i wouldnt remove the other one.. curse the pain!
.. I'll take a nap.. I really cant take it anymore. Zzzzzzzz
;)
