My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

Hoping for a different christmas next year

December 25, 2011
     We went to Laguna to visit our grandparents and relatives. We had lots of food so we shared it with the neighbors and some visitors. Non-stop chatting with friends & cousins. Discussing things and sharing thoughts. The moment when you're all gathered together to celebrate Christmas. It really gives a different feeling.

Will my Christmas be the same next year?
I HOPE NOT!!

   I want to spend Dec. 25, 2012 in the hospital, with my patient, co-staff, doctors and who-knows-who. Sharing my food with the staff and giving love to my patients. Walking around with my stet, BP app and med tray to every patients room when the clock strikes at 12mn. I would love to experience it.

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