Color my WORLD..: October 2011

My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

[HOWIWISH] ‘United Cube Concert’ to be held in THE PHILIPPINES in January!

HOW I WISH!!!
gosh! i really want to see BEAST!
but why, oh whyyyyy~~ are they not coming?
WE, PH B2uties, made a petition and whatsoever... so that there would be UCUBE concert.. HERE.
but.. but.. why is everything not working out so well?...
T_T
I hope that after I passed my board exam.. UCUBE would be having a concert.. HERE.

not with them

:( so painful not to be with your real friends....

and to think it's already out last sem.... T-T

just the thought that we'll be on different sections makes me wanna cry...

i guess, this sem will be much lonelier than I imagined.

looking forward to graduation...

APRIL 10, 2012

cooking lessons with dad

Been cooking with my dad lately.. :))

It's fun~! ^^

I really dont like cooking.. but it's so fun cooking with my dad... haha!

I want to bake a cake someday.. XD I'll be taking lessons soon! :P

Overnight at pergola

October 15, 2011
diagnostic exam.. 9-10: np4 then 10-11: np5
akala ko hanggang 11 lang kami.. hindi pala..
sinabihan kami ng leader namin na "umuwi na ang gustong umuwi at magstay ang gusto magstay."
nagstay ako.. dahil akala ko hanggang 1pm lang.. bumalik kami ng paulit ulit kay sir para makapag pacheck ng thesis hanggang naabutan na namin siya ng mga bandang 4pm.. -_- at... ang dami irerevise.. XD pamatay!
pumunta kami kagad pergola para matapos na ng maaga.... pero hindi pala kaya ng madalian.. ><
nakapag overnight tuloy ako ng wala sa oras.. buti nalang pinayagan ako.. :D hahaha!!
ayun.... ang gulo ng thesis! >< suko ako... magulo talaga..
umaga na hindi pa tapos... kala ko printing na by 2am eh.. XD
ayun.. ang saya.. XD pero sakit din sa ulo.. natunaw utak ko kakaayos eh.. ahaha~
October 15 ako umalis ng bahay.... October 16 ng umaga ako umuwi... ang bait.. :))
sa susunod ulit!! ahahaha!!!!