I have nothing to say right now.
But I guess I have to help myself and cry.
Learning to love things was so easy for me to do,
But letting go and just go on in life was just so hard.
No one understands me.
Only I could understand myself.
Why won't anyone bother to try?
Why do all these things have to happen?
Is there any reason?
Any purpose? huh?
I can't find any answers to my question.
And what if there are no answers?
How could I satisfy myself that this is reality
and that I have no control over it?
I guess....
this is....
my....
DESTINY.
Why?...Please!
Why do I have to feel like this?
This feeling is causing so much pain.
deep inside me.
Why do they have to bring...
so much sorrow...?
why do they have to make me feel all that?
I'm breaking down now into pieces.
I'm in so much pain.
Don't they see it?
Don't they feel it?
Ow, do they have feelings?
Uhmm, I guess they don't have.
Because if they do have...
they will not let me feel...
all these....
It's hurting, burning and...
making me ill....
Why won't it stop?
How could I stop it?
Could someone please help me?
save me?
PLEASE!
This feeling is causing so much pain.
deep inside me.
Why do they have to bring...
so much sorrow...?
why do they have to make me feel all that?
I'm breaking down now into pieces.
I'm in so much pain.
Don't they see it?
Don't they feel it?
Ow, do they have feelings?
Uhmm, I guess they don't have.
Because if they do have...
they will not let me feel...
all these....
It's hurting, burning and...
making me ill....
Why won't it stop?
How could I stop it?
Could someone please help me?
save me?
PLEASE!
To be with you
I know that the Lord above
created you for me to love
He picked you up from all the rest
because he knows I'll love you best.
When I go to heaven and you're not there
I'll wait for you at the golden stair.
And when you're not there
at the judgment day
I know you went the other way
So I'll return my angel wings
My golden lamp and everything
To prove to you My love is true
I'll go to hell to be with YOU!
created you for me to love
He picked you up from all the rest
because he knows I'll love you best.
When I go to heaven and you're not there
I'll wait for you at the golden stair.
And when you're not there
at the judgment day
I know you went the other way
So I'll return my angel wings
My golden lamp and everything
To prove to you My love is true
I'll go to hell to be with YOU!
My Ideal Man
I am not looking for someone
Who is rich and handsome
Enough for me is a simple one
that can love me forever
My ideal man should be loving
Who can give things I am longing
And even though I am crying
He makes me happy by means of kissing
My ideal man should be understanding
He understands the things I am doing
Because I'm just a human being
Who is bound to do wrong
Handsome he may not be
Be surely not to ugly
So that I can feel to anybody
That he is the only one for me.
I am not an ambitious woman,
But I'll go to have an Ideal man
Because future is the only one
Who can tell me who's my future guy(husband).
Who is rich and handsome
Enough for me is a simple one
that can love me forever
My ideal man should be loving
Who can give things I am longing
And even though I am crying
He makes me happy by means of kissing
My ideal man should be understanding
He understands the things I am doing
Because I'm just a human being
Who is bound to do wrong
Handsome he may not be
Be surely not to ugly
So that I can feel to anybody
That he is the only one for me.
I am not an ambitious woman,
But I'll go to have an Ideal man
Because future is the only one
Who can tell me who's my future guy(husband).
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