Color my WORLD..

My wOrdS

"How can I pretend to be so strong..."
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met..."
"Eternity lives where my heart truly belongs.."
"I'm not that strong........ I'm just trying my best not to break down......."

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I'm Living alone in my black and white world... full of darkness.. pain... colorless.. lifeless.. lonely little world.. full of imaginary friends.. and creatures! ( correction: I'm not crazy*) I create a world of my own. My own wonderland (or dreamland.. whatever you call that.) Waiting for that someone (whoever that is) to make my world colorful and bright.. full of light and happiness. BEAST(B2ST) came then guess what? They painted my world with different colors (bright and with life.) They put designs and marks (*marks that wouldn't easily be removed by anything.) That really made me smile.. for the first time.. my heart was filled with joy and happiness. I really don't know what to do or say. Speechless -- * .. from then on.. I woke up from the nightmare I'm having. Lived in reality--Happily.

Been busy~=]

Activities for the past few weeks~:]

I've never been this busyyyy.

My CCU and Cathlab fam

ME!

http://unpainteddreams.blogspot.com/

BD

~~I had a bad day... and no one can freakin' tell...~~

Tired

So tired of living...

See you soon

Fei: You have much time to know me.
Moi: I hope so... and it would be great if I could see you someday.
F: Yeah, I also want to see you.

:) I wish that day will come... really really soon.

Night Shift

hello people of the world...
>< my head is aching right now because of lack of sleep.. i guess..
and it's only my 3rd day on night duty T_T

..watched man-of-steel earlier.. *~* when's the part 2? xD

it's 4am heeeeeereeee... what to do? xD my shift ends at 6!!!
i have some novel and medical books with me.. but my brain wont wooork!!
cant... absorb... info.... -_-
what else can I do? besides downloading music? xD

.. i wanna sing. ><
i miss singing.. havent sung for a while because i've been on a minor surgery..
not just once! but twice!!!!! xD wisdom tooth extraction hurts!!
really!! If I had a choice i wouldnt remove the other one.. curse the pain!

.. I'll take a nap.. I really cant take it anymore. Zzzzzzzz

;)

Where have I been?

:)) hello blog,
Been gone for months... :))
cant even remember the last time i blogged.
Well, here's what happened...
1. I'm already a REGISTERED NURSE!!! :D
2. After few not-so-progressive months.... I've got a job, though I'm only volunteering. but, really, I'm happy.
3. I'm learning how to bake~ :D oh yeah~~ I'm going to post pictures--later.. or tomorrow.. or whenever. :))

Here's what I'll be doing...
... Training @ PHILIPPINE GENERAL HOSPITAL.. Oh YEAH!!!
training starts june 25 - december 7..
I need to prepare myself.. Physically, Mentally, Emotionally and.. of course my Health.Ghad. I've been stressed for... i dont know... MY WHOLE LIFE ? :))

boooooored

*sigh*

I'm just reading books... but why do I feel so tiiiiiiiiiiiired?

(why am I even reading books? I already passed the board exam.. XD)

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>< I need to work ASAP.. I'm starting to think --why do have to be a nurse?

that's not good.. T^T

... give me a call!!!

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I'm reading Jodi Picoult's House rules. It's a very good book. I learned about forensics, crime scene investigation, LAW (OF AMERICA.. XD), Asperger's Syndrome, Autism, etc.

and also because of that book... I think I have Aspergers.. XD jk~

GRADUATE. BSN. 2012.

First of all... God, Thank you. I really wouldn't make it without you. To my parents, Thank you for all the support. I love you (really.. although I'm not really making you feel it... still.. I do.)

alright... now.. I need to review for my board exam on july. Hope I'll make it. T^T

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I just did what I was told to even though I know what I really wanted.

Nursing is not even in my option.

LIST: fashion design, interior design, culinary arts...

in the line of medicine.. I want to be a surgeon.. well, that wont happen.. XD

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I'll make sure that someday...

I'm going to have a restaurant, bakeshop & coffee shop, and BOUTIQUE.

That's my goal.